Now what?

So it seems like things are going well. I am during the second week at work and I like it, I feel I learn a lot and also I get more responsibilities. 

Even the whole trip to Europe to meet up with my friend is forming.

However, it seems I can't have the peace of mind to continue with the experiment. While on the bus/train to work I find it very hard to clear my mind and think. At home I barely have the time either as I get back very late. I don't want to give up on the experiment, but I need to find a different approach. 

And to post more.